u/Beginning_Piano5922

tl;dr 20F had never dated anyone till now. In teens was at a rural place where no one was of my socioeconomic strata and being very serious about relationships casual dating was never an option then after schools got into a pvt med school there everyone is into casual dating and hook ups its very hard to trust anyone and did not find anyone of my vibe initially it did not bother much but now afyer time passed although people broke up also and they are into their next ones already and there's me who always thought of getting into one in cllg but now being scared of getting into a wrong one I am still single and sometimes it feels like for the next five years i have to be around these same people and i have no chance with any of them and by time i will get into pg i would be already 24 or 25 so it would get to late and i don't want to end up in an arrange marriage at any cost.