An Almost Relationship
So I met this girl through my friend, at first when we met she was not interested talking to me since she already had a boyfriend. I deeply fell in love with her but since we were not close it did not hurt much. Fast forward 2 months, we randomly bumped into each other while going to college and since that day we started texting and became closer than ever. There is this strong emotional bond between us which does not let us distance nor like break off. We both get jealous, she is usually the one who has mood swings but I love them too, I am not leaving her at her lowest and during those times. Everyone sees us like the perfect couple. We have done everything what couples do except kissing but ykwim holding hands, head cuddles, Love you’s before sleeping and all. She has clearly stated she does not want to date me and I shouldnt be hoping that one day maybe it will change. Theres something which isnt letting me just move on, it maybe the fact that we were never able to distance or we are just very close. She asked me to tone down things a bit since she does not want to slip in a relationship since things were getting very relationship like. I really believe in my God and the 3 Meeting Theory. We have met twice already, i hope when we meet the third time we both are ready for each other. Ive cried multiple times for her but like theres this something which does not let me give up, shes the person who taught me how to love, how to care and how to get attached but unfortunately I never got to actually do that to the person who taught me for now. I hope things work out between us even though you have said no twice. I hope you find your way into my life, R. Love you.
Thank you so much everyone for reading please let me know your thoughts