1 Month Post Break Up
Yall, the last month has been so crazy. The 3 year relationship stopped 1 month ago today which left me and our two kids moving in with a friend in the state over (about 4hours north) I finally did my makeup and everything and could not be more proud of the progress. I was 220 a few days before we broke up, im 189 (not drugs, but i didnt eat for 3 weeks and constantly run around after our 4y/o with nonverbal autism) now and my raccoon spots and Louis Vuitton bags are clearing up around my eyes, I breath easier, and although it’s a struggle- Due to things my ex told me and did(pointed pews pews, telling me to “do it”, speeding in the car) ive had a big issue with flashbacks and the lovely ptsd crud; i stopped up to a man today. My roommates husband but I did nonetheless and they held a safe space for me to let “it” out(anger has been building up since the breakup) they didn’t judge me and even said that I didn’t blow up as much as they expected. Here’s a pic of today!💪 healing isnt linear but it still must be pursued!
Happy Mother’s Day to all the mamas out there! We got this!