what should i do? I am 18F he is 18M
so i came into a relationship w a guy, we were in the same school, same age and all, he is a typical famous kind of guy, he's hot, good at everything, and has some trauma (intense) from his last relationship, but he has a lot of girls swooning over him, and yes he always has a situationship, he liked me first and i started liking him after few months because of his personality and his interests, his vulnerability and all, looks aside, i have had my fair share of situationships, i dated in middle school and high school too, but it was a week or something i dont really consider them something meaningful
we had our breakup and i was shattered, i was at fault for it, he tried being there but he was never that understanding like even if he was his words were quite the opposite and he pushed me away, i tried being there for him for 2 months after which when he continuously asked me to leave not talk about stuff, i went for no contact for 3weeks, after hinting him towards it, i came back after 3weeks (had some stuff going on too), he didnt reach out, i had my friends giving updates on him for 3 weeks, i texted him and he went awfully disrespectful towards me, he insulted and all said that i wasnt there for him, left him everything
i tried talking out but he shut down completely started blaming me for random things and went off, i waited for a bit, heard a lot of things in between, how he said stuff about me, yes not bad, but misunderstandings and everything
he also started a new talking stage with some girl,
i texted again, did cute stuff and all, we had a good talk after which, he told me about his feelings we cleared out misunderstandings i took accountability of things i was not fully wrong at (our breakup reason was very weird, everyone around us says this, that it was a reason for normal fight and could've been sorted out if he was understanding), i kept reaching out, sorting out, we talked normally, he has been giving mixed signals its been3 months of reaching out, 6 to my breakup and he was being sweet calling me nicknames until past week he suddenly stopped it and told me that i am pushing hm into things, which i didnt
i really dont know what to do, maybe im not directly confronting him?
he isnt reallly the type to put it all in front, i dont wanna f it up by leaving again, he gave mixed signals when we had a talking stage, and he is doing it now too