I’m treated like I’m ugly, but I’m never aloud to say it
(Sorry for poor grammar 😓)
I feel like most of the attractive people I know always get defensive when I so much as dare to express any feelings of self consciousness or so much as imply I feel ugly. I’ll always be told things like “it’s not good to say those things to yourself 🥺” “you’re actually really pretty!” or “you don’t have to look like a model” but every time I actually feel I could be pretty and maybe even say “I feel like I look pretty/really good today!”, I’ll get a side eye or even something along the line of “don’t get a big head” or “you are not all that…”. And they’ll act as tho I declared I was the sexiest person alive 🙄
I don’t even always have to think or say anything to get these sort of reactions either. I could be at work or the gym or with friends and maybe get asked out as a prank, or even hit on for real only to hear “you’re ugly anyways” or “you’re last pick!” if I politely decline. I also sometimes feel like I’m not ugly enough to be with other people who also feel like they’re ugly too, because they’ll treat me like I’m larping or “Not ugly enough to be sad about it”
I just wish I could be able to look and feel good without someone always having something to say about it, and I don’t know anyone who seems to feel the same way 💔