u/BattleDry7287

I drink everyday for months until I take about a month break after being fed up from feeling so awful everyday. I drink about 4-10 beers a day sometimes 8% abv ones. I can feel my liver hurting and I still drink. My mom is an alcoholic and so is my older brother and younger brother and I just want so bad to be normal. I am apart of the LGBT community and I'm concerned if I go to any AA type thing I will be looked at odd. I just want someone or something to help so bad but I feel so incredibly hopeless. Idk if all this fits community rules I just have no one else to reach out to