u/BatImpressive3217

Hello, so i've been working with NC for almost three months now. When I first started i was on standby always, had about 10 classes and fifth of them failed because my beauty camera was not working. Later all my classes were successful. I had people of all ages, from children to older people. I was active few weeks then I stopped having classes because I was so exhausted working late hours ( I live in Europe so the timezones are really off ). And I had to be up in the morning/afternoon for my classes in real life.

After my pause when I came back, to my suprise on standby many people joined my classes, but I had issues with connection/camera lagging every time someone would join. It was so frustrating and I didn't know what to do, people would come in it was loading for few minutes and they left, or I left and tried coming back on standby so they can find me again. Native camp suspended me of course for leaving the classes immediately after starting them, and I had to write them a inquiry to explain it's not my fault, because after checking my camera and connection everything was stable. But they wrote me a message back saying it was still my fault bla bla and unfreezed my account saying that if I do it again they will basically stop me from working in their company.

And okay I started again few days ago, and I had already 10+ classes. I have 16 hearts from my students and my rate is 4.83 with only one rate with 4 stars. I think i'm a good teacher and my students write me positive messages back but I have issues with how much i'm payed. For over 9 classes with 6 of them being 25 mins and 3 of them 15-20 mins i think i'm not payed enough. I have reached a new rank right now and i'm payed about 80 NC for a class. But I think it's still not enough because i'm trying to work as much as I can with having classes and starting to work elsewhere soon.

I think that 18 euros for 10 hours of work is NOT enough. And I teach grammar, vocabulary and do the free conversations where I have to engage with the students ask them questions etc. I have no real experience outside of working with NC and I would love to work somewhere else with higher pay but also stable income of money, security and materials provided. Is outhere a platform like this? Thank you in advance.

Hi. I'm struggling a lot recently with adhd symptoms. I don't have an official diagnosis, so of course i won't say I do have adhd, but i'm struggling with many symptoms of adhd. I'm 19 and struggling with studying, getting myself to study, preps of presentations, my room is looking like straight up landfill, i'm ALWAYS late to EVERYTHING. It's almost like i can't calculate how much time i need to get ready for something. An event, school, anything. I recently had prom and I was late to take pictures!! And i payed for it!! I was so mad at myself and trying to explain it to someone, i just sound lazy!! I'm not lazy, I just feel like i can't get done things right or can't even start them!! I have great grades and i'm probably going to uni soon. I'm scared how will I even study anything if i can't focus on simple things. My room is such a mess when I try to find something it's like it dissapeard. I'm so angry at myself but I feel stuck. When i'm working it's like i don't listen to what my coworkers are saying to me,and then when I do it how I want they get mad. But it's not that I don't want to listen to it on purpose,i just don't hear it😭I also can't find a thing when someone points at it. They can literally point and say "here take it" and I would still not look straight at that thing but at something random in a room. I have to reread something so many times because it feels like my brain can't process what's written. I feel stupid as hell.

Hi. I'm a 19yo woman and i'm deeply traumatized by my narcissistic and psychopathic parents. I'm trying to escape but I feel like I still love my mother and she does things on purpose to get me angry. I feel like I can't shut my emotions off. This shouldn't be this hard but I feel my heart hurts physically every time they hurt me. I'm so sad and I feel i can't do a good job of covering it anymore. I can't look at myself in the mirror because it reminds me off my father. I don't want to feel feminine, or "weak". I refuse to wear bras or overly see through shirts or open clothing. I want to cut my hair and be a man. I feel like then i wouldn't be weak. Yes this sounds traumatizing and i'm aware. I don't know what to do anymore. My parents physically hurt me,but when I fight back it's a problem. I don't know what to do with this anger. This started to pour into every pore of my life and I can't explain to people what's wrong.