u/Basic_Savings1465

For the past months, maybe a year i’ve just been blurry. It feels like i’m not actually living, but i am just watching through blurry eyes. It feels like im the only real person and everyone else isn’t, that they are just characters. When im by myself (like when driving a car or alone in my room) and Im not distracted by my phone, Im so blurry. I don’t remember anything, and days heavily blend together. I don’t feel like living anymore because i’m sick of feeling like this. Not in the way that I want to commit, because i don’t, but i’m just exhausted. I just want life to feel real and vivid again. Any thoughts?