Does this count as cheating?
I think I messed up.
Recently I changed my barber(1 month or so). The barber I used to go to for years still lives in my society and he has no idea that I'm getting a haircut from someone else.
I was his first customer when he inaugurated his saloon. He would always boast in front of other customers about how loyal I have been. He would say things like, this guy doesn't even get a haircut if I'm out of town.
I'm worried that any day now, we will cross paths in society & come face to face and he will immediately notice my freshly cut fade. Things are going to be very awkward. How will I even look him in the eyes?
In my defence he never gave the same haircut twice, every visit something was different. And whenever I tried to explain my preference, he would just shut me off and say, I already know what you want, I've been cutting your hair for years now. I guess listening & being consistent are not his strengths.
Now I am stuck between guilt and relief. Am I overthinking this?