u/Baneof_arthropods

Almost every interaction I have with somebody is painful for me. I notice everything. I judge everything. I believe they're judging me. I can't shake the feeling that everything I'm doing is somehow wrong. If there were no consequences, I would most likely lock myself in a room and not come out. Why do people even enjoy talking to each other? What do they get out of it? I've spent so much time like this I can't physically imagine a conversation bringing me joy.