So... No one has asked me on a date in a long long time. When I watch dates I just wonder if the guy (idk why I assume it's the guy because I'm a woman) anyway, I know it's not proper English, but anyway I wonder how long you men hold off before a date. Do you just let the lady know ahead of time OR do you try to hide it as much as you can?
So I was here before as Staccato-anxiety and I got kicked out of my sober living house for drinking lemon extract. Here's my update, in case you case.
I'm now floating between hospitals and the bus system. I wound up back in my old hometown which was a nightmare. Now I'm trying to get into a rehab in the big city. Still drunk. Still degenerate. Still me.
So anyway. I'm pissed cuz no one cares that I don't like clowns. They act like they can just hide it from me but I dream about it. And all they do is smile at you. Who the fuck just smiles? Wtf is this? I'm very upset. Jesus!
So, I got locked out of my phone. I'm Staccato-anxiety who posted about lemon extract a few months ago. I got kicked out of my sober house and then I lived on the streets of (city) for 2 weeks before going to another sober living and promptly getting kicked out of *that* one as well. Then 2 weeks on the streets and crack and meth came into play. Then I went to rehab and then I tried to transfer to a rehab that would hold me longer (up to 3 months) because I thought I needed the discipline. But they sent me to my hometown to detox because they "couldn't prove the benzos in your system are from the hospital." So I relapsed. Sadface. Here I am in fucking this town yet again.