u/Baesically600

This week has been hella draining for my mental .u partner and I have been pushing and pulling . We were supposed to see each other and he's been ghosting me right before the time he says he's coming . We broke up yesterday and today I guess we cut contact . This whole situation has been confusing . We are a couple when he wants to be . We talked on the phone everyday like there was nothing wrong . The hours started getting weird when he texted back or called . I feel like my heart is shattered and I cant stop crying . He let go so easily when he's the one who chased me . My birthday is in a few days and feel like I don't even want cake.