u/Baddieblogz

I’ve had a rough couple of months and it’s made me realize that maybeI don’t believe in God. But sometimes crazy good things happen to me that only God himself could have done. For example I was at the store and I needa like 5 cents and I found 10 cents on the ground right infront of me. But my question is how do I let go of that fear of god like I tried buddism and I really liked it but I was afraid that God could be real and that maybe that’s why my prayers don’t happen because I keep disobeying him idk.