Long story short I stole my father porn dvd when I was about 12 or 13 got addicted young. I never knew how bad the addiction was until started to get older and realized when it’s time to have sex it’s either I won’t get hard or orgasm to fast if I do get hard I can only do 1 position which is missionary.
Which was frustrating me not knowing my penis is beat from all the fapping over the years I been in great relationships but always tend to fuck them up due to porn and not being able to express myself about my addiction.
Well now I’m 33 I am currently taken cialis hopefully 1 day at a time I won’t be on them long I always thought it was normal to have multiple thoughts going thru my head at once.
I recently just had sex with my gf which was amazing went way longer than usual I’m on day 6 and I can tell you fuck the benefits to be honest just do it for your HEALTH & MENTAL but I can tell you since I’ve stopped fapping my mind has been clearer I have been studying and reading like I used too sex also have been better I’m back lifting weights again sleeping better and this is only day 6 so I can imagine what 90 days a look like but for the men JUST STOP TOUCHING YOUR DICK I know it’s not easy as it seem but if you want a better life i say stop now i wasted 20 years stuck on that bs now I’m trying to uncensored my mind from all the naughty shit over the years but hope you guys doing well and just know that your not the only one going through it 🫡
God gives his battles to his toughest soldier that’s what sticking with me on my journey.