u/Background_Lab2249

I’m tired of everything. I’m tired of how I feel. I’m tired of how I look. My body doesn’t feel like mine anymore. I’ve been working out for at least six months now - rather consistently if I might add. I eat relatively healthy. And yet, my body doesn’t show it. I hate that I’m turning into an overweight, jiggly mass. I’m a good person.
I’m nice to everyone. I’m helpful, kind and generally not an asshole but I just don’t feel good about myself anymore.
I want to give up. I want to give up on everything. I’m tired of living and not getting anywhere.
Life sucks.
I just don’t know what to do anymore. Or what to say. Or who to say it to.
Right now, I don’t even want to live anymore. Not like this. I wish I could just die in my sleep and it will all be over and I won’t have to wake up and worry about feeling fit, feeling happy, feeling anything.