I have completed history, geography, economics and polity and I want to revise them and also cover science and other miscellaneous topics left by me through the pyq series.
Should I watch pyq series 5? as it consists of mixed questions
Or pyq series 6? because it might have the most updated questions
I have developed intense hatred towards my parents over the past few years. I don't love them like I used to. I just care about them. I don't want anything bad to happen to them. But if possible, I would like to never see them again. I would be happy just knowing that they are happy and well.
They are really toxic. They fight almost daily. And it often gets physical. But as I care about them, I often jump into their fight to stop and then sometimes I end up getting aggressive. And I feel fucking disgusting about that. Just yesterday my father hit my mother, then my mother(when I was a kid, she would often get beaten by my father, but as I grew and became a bit capable of protecting her, she started retaliating) also hit him. Tbh I don't know who is right or wrong. I don't really care now.
I am almost 21 now. And I almost cry every week if not every day, because of their fights. I am a full fledged adult and cry because of my own parents. I don't think so I will ever be happy. I am preparing for some exams......so I used to think when I would get a job, i would bring her along everything would become better......but I don't think so anything will improve. I think I will always be devastated because of them.
My father is an alcoholic, womanizer, and cheater.
My mother is also kind of cheating. She talks to a guy(I don't know if she has slept with him) but my sister and I end up saying something to him because I found my mother's behaviour wrong. And that fucking bastard took that to his ego. My mother still calls him, but he doesn't talk to her. And if she calls her again and again, that guy drinks alcohol and threatens of killing himself. Same happened today and My mother broke the TV(my father is not at home today) and I am scared that guy might actually kill himself. I told my mother to stop calling him but she doesn't listen to me. She instead threatens me that could I say anything to that guy.
My father is also a rascal. But I don't want to talk much about him because he lost my trust many years ago. But I thought my mother not become like him but I was wrong. Tbh I feel suicidal. If I could, i would happily kill myself. But I am scared.
Tbh I feel disgusting. I am almost 21 and still so pathetic. But I can't do anything. I don't know what to do. I can just focus on my exam(but I am not able to) and clear it and just leave home. But I would not be able to live a peaceful life knowing that they must be still fighting. I don't even go out of my house because I am scared that they might end up killing each other if I am not there to de-escalate things down.
English is not my first language and I am not in a state to correct my mistakes. I just wanted to vent out.
I have developed intense hatred towards my parents over the past few years. I don't love them like I used to. I just care about them. I don't want anything bad to happen to them. But if possible, I would like to never see them again. I would be happy just knowing that they are happy and well.
They are really toxic. They fight almost daily. And it often gets physical. But as I care about them, I often jump into their fight to stop and then sometimes I end up getting aggressive. And I feel fucking disgusting about that. Just yesterday my father hit my mother, then my mother(when I was a kid, she would often get beaten by my father, but as I grew and became a bit capable of protecting her, she started retaliating) also hit him. Tbh I don't know who is right or wrong. I don't really care now.
I am almost 21 now. And I almost cry every week if not every day, because of their fights. I am a full fledged adult and cry because of my own parents. I don't think so I will ever be happy. I am preparing for some exams......so I used to think when I would get a job, i would bring her along everything would become better......but I don't think so anything will improve. I think I will always be devastated because of them.
My father is an alcoholic, womanizer, and cheater.
My mother is also kind of cheating. She talks to a guy(I don't know if she has slept with him) but my sister and I end up saying something to him because I found my mother's behaviour wrong. And that fucking bastard took that to his ego. My mother still calls him, but he doesn't talk to her. And if she calls her again and again, that guy drinks alcohol and threatens of killing himself. Same happened today and My mother broke the TV(my father is not at home today) and I am scared that guy might actually kill himself. I told my mother to stop calling him but she doesn't listen to me. She instead threatens me that could I say anything to that guy.
My father is also a rascal. But I don't want to talk much about him because he lost my trust many years ago. But I thought my mother not become like him but I was wrong. Tbh I feel suicidal. If I could, i would happily kill myself. But I am scared.
Tbh I feel disgusting. I am almost 21 and still so pathetic. But I can't do anything. I don't know what to do. I can just focus on my exam(but I am not able to) and clear it and just leave home. But I would not be able to live a peaceful life knowing that they must be still fighting. I don't even go out of my house because I am scared that they might end up killing each other if I am not there to de-escalate things down.
English is not my first language and I am not in a state to correct my mistakes. I just wanted to vent out.