Parents wants me to get over my epilepsy and gets irritated when I don't
I (21F) my mom and dad are cousins!!!! And by they are married to eachother obviously ,this really caused so many problems to the family tree,and my siblings and I really effected by it i can say I'm the one who is the most hurt,I got epilepsy out of nowhere , my mental health is really bad im schizophrenic,that's after my brother had epilepsy his whole life (still is) ,whenever I say that people should be more conscious about having kids my mom gets triggered, till yesterday I couldn't take it anymore after seeing me and my brother not being abke to how get a driving license like any human being ,and my mom acts confused when i express that it hurts me ,like i shouldn't be mad about what they did in the first place,and I said they "should have used protection it's not that big of a concept " ,I feel bad ,but at the same time they're cousins, they shouldn't marry the blood ,I'm really tired of not being treated like a human being and forced to serve them because I should get over my epilepsy