I don't know if this is the place to look for answers, so apologies in advance!
I've never posted before in my life so im a little nervous about breaking any kind of guidelines here, (I'm trying to give as much background information as I can for a clearer speculation without it being like tmi ykwim)
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For some context to why this is puzzling me so, I have toys that range from XL to XXXXL and have taken them to the base without any problems or discomfort, all the dildos I own are rather large, be that in length or girth. I am experienced in taking larger toys and have been for quite some time; I'd also like to clarify that I am not aggressive with myself when I use large toys, I take my time and prioritize what my body can comfortably handle.
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(Also a little side question I had was if super large dildos can trap air inside your vagina and push it into your bloodstream and kill you? I've been a little paranoid and get in my own head about that kind of stuff despite using large toys for years and never having anything bad happen)
I'm hypermobile as well and I know that can add its own problems
Back on topic;
Recently all my huge toys have been put away and I've been specifically using the XL dino dildo from creature cocks, (im only giving the model for a general size reference, im also unsure if my toy could be part of the problem) It was the second dildo I ever got and I've used it for over 5 years with no issues or discomfort. I'm a bit embarrassed to say that I've been using it pretty regularly at least once a night or once every other night to help relieve my chronic pain, (and because after I use it, I always empty my bowels the next morning, which im also unsure if that is normal) and once again have not had any issues.
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But when I used it last night I had a lot of discomfort(?) Pain(?) Im not sure what the right word to use there would be, because it was not unbearable but it wasn't exactly a fantastic feeling either. Maybe raw or tender is a better word to use? It was like a dull ache almost on the right side of my body, just a few inches inward from where the top of my pelvic bone is, im not sure what it could potentially be but I'm also unsure if I was just hitting my cervix at a funny angle or if im having some kind of intestinal issues that are being irritated by deep penetration.
Cause even after I used my toy and cleaned it up and the morning afterwards I don't have any kind of pain or discomfort in my vagina or near that area, I feel like if I damaged something or if something was wrong I would be in pain or at least be sore???? When I first felt that like deep dull ache It wasn't painful for me, so I just sat on my toy till that ache got quiet then I felt okay and could play with my toy like normally, but It still felt like there was lots of pressure on that spot by my pelvis which makes me think it could potentially be something like a cyst?? or maybe something along that line? Especially since that spot always feels kinda heavy and strange normally, but I assumed it would be closer to my actual uterus or vagina and not my hip bone. maybe I am just not as educated on my body as I had initially thought.
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(I've also been under a lot of stress recently and have been pretty paranoid when it comes to my health so once again, unsure if this is something to worry about or if my cervix caught a stray and I'm worried over nothing)
Is it safe to continue using my toy or is a cyst gonna like explode and kill me in my sleep??
I'm most worried about endometriosis because I've seen the horror stories about what it can do to your vagina and I love using large toys, it is not something I want to have to give up.