I won't trust Reddit video editors anymore
This was my alt account. I've decided to delete or leave it as soon as I fix my situation. I can't take this anymore.
My channel has been barren for more than half a year and I only feel a sense of suffucation and depression about not being able to express myself to other people as I'd want it. I worked hard to fix my studio, get a better PC and improve my scripts, but I keep getting crushed. And I thought I would succeed shortly after my first small victory back then...
I'm struggling to find a reliable partner who could help with the editing. After the one who sold me my PC left to "make his editing site" (I'll never believe him, he never came up with the actual thing), I tried to find other editors to replace them, but they also ghosted or even had excuses like "I have exams" (but since when exams cause you to ghost? One kept making edits after his statement, how sorry for them).
While it's true they weren't just on Reddit, this platform only made more harm than good to me. One of the most recent ones left even after discussing the payment. The last "partner" I had was likely a scammy perv: he made me questions about sexual frustration, he insisted on meeting in person at times (to "solve" my video problems), but his first mistake was thinking I would have been his cute little girlfriend, mine was handing over my work to him while not fully trusting him. He just ruined my work and left.
I hope to find somebody in real life, but I don't know how I could.
Please, do not DM me. Few people here understand Italian and couldn't help with the editing. If you still do while avoiding to read this or even after reading this, you'll be reported and blocked.
I just wish to leave this place soon.