u/Away_Obligation_4312

Ig this birthday is also going to be another birthday me being single, alone and ...

There is much in just one day I lost everything my college seat, my gf, my reputation, my post, my friends and got a name of Criminal And my sexuality was outed

And this birthday I am a failed son

Failed bf

Failed friend

Just failed in everything

I trusted god I trusted Jesus I went for confession

I did everything to wash away my sins

St Jude I was so into him but still nothing currently in sec novena hoping my birthday won't be the worst birthday

I learned about santa muerte I wanted to work with her I loved one thing that she will never leave your side and once you invoke her she is always going to be with you

Rn I want to be seen loved care for and yeah I do have wishes but the most important one is to be held in someone arm

Someone to celebrate my birthday with

Someone who loves me unconditionally and gives me things cause they love me

But many post many yt videos said you don't choose santa muerte she chooses you and look out for signs and I didn't feel any of the signs

Idk what to do I cleared a place for her in my closet still have to print her photos and set up an altar and my family if they find out and see her image they will kick me out that's why closet altar

Guys I really don't know what to do

Please help me

I’m reaching out because I’ve hit rock bottom. Due to some poor choices, it feels like a literal flood took out my entire life in a single day. I lost my academic standing, my reputation, and my entire social circle has blocked me. Most painfully, my partner left me.

I completed one Novena to St. Jude with no visible results. I am now on Day 4 of my second Novena and I’ve also started a honey jar. I’m feeling skeptical because of the silence, but I’m holding onto hope for a miracle by this coming weekend.

This upcoming milestone is very important to me, and I don't want to spend it alone or in regret. I truly want to change and reconcile.

Has anyone else felt St. Jude waited until the absolute last second to answer? How do you keep the faith when you are completely isolated?

I’m reaching out because I’ve hit rock bottom. Due to some poor choices, it feels like a literal flood took out my entire life in a single day. I lost my academic standing, my reputation, and my entire social circle has blocked me. Most painfully, my partner left me.

I completed one Novena to St. Jude with no visible results. I am now on Day 4 of my second Novena and I’ve also started a honey jar. I’m feeling skeptical because of the silence, but I’m holding onto hope for a miracle by this coming weekend.

This upcoming milestone is very important to me, and I don't want to spend it alone or in regret. I truly want to change and reconcile.

Has anyone else felt St. Jude waited until the absolute last second to answer? How do you keep the faith when you are completely isolated?