6 months since my wife died, it's getting worse.Each day I'm trying to go, but I just don't have no energy I don't know how much more i can take . I'm so depressed, all I do is cry and scream.i just gave up eating and drinking Now everybody's annoying me really bad, I'm asking for help and nobody's just they just tell me just keep going. You'll be all right, time's gonna make it better. I'm sorry people I can't do this. I'm asking for help and I don't know where nobody's at. They just run away My families just don't care still calling me a devil worshiper. When I have candles burning and honoring my wife, they call Bragg, because my niece went to South Korea, her boyfriend. My sister says they can't help but they saved enough money for her to go because she's not working. I don't know why my wife had to die. I don't know why we're put on this Earth. It's very bad. Here right now for me. I know we're all in this club.It sucks like I said some people can deal with it, but I can't.I can't accept it. And it won't get no better.I'm sorry, but it won't time over and over again.Is making it worse
u/Away_Emergency_7832
I found you once and I will find you again. It Was fate that brought us together In the summer of two thousand twelve , the first time We laid eyes on each other.We both knew Then magically, in 2013, April 16th, that magic and fate appeared again. I broke my cell phone when I bought the new phone I put the memory card. The first number that appeared was yours, my love. I knew then. It was meant to be I called you, you called me back within 4 minutes.We talked, then you called me that night.We talked 6 Hours. I drove 600 miles from Pennsylvania to Kentucky.The second week in MayWe was together ever since Now that you have died in my arms. October 27th 2025 of that heart attack. I promised you that my love. Nothing will keep me from you. It didn't before, and it's not now. I will find you again my love. We can never be separated as we talked about this. A few days before you died We know we can't be separated.Our love for each other is so strong.I will find you that is a promise. I love you my sweet ladybug My soulmate my best friend
It's been 6 months now and I am really lonely without her. What do I do no family or friends here they all just abandoned me I am struggling worse each night
I'm trying to go, I'm trying to be better but I can't just get weaker and weaker each day I have the energy I just stuck in this hole and I can't get out. How am I going to do this for another 6 months without my wife? I'm sorry, we are all in this club. I don't know how we could fix it, but we can't. I don't know why we have to die. I don't know why our loved ones have Go I think , why What's it me that died not her. There's gotta be a better way. To keep living without her But I Done with the pain I have asked for help because we're broke and I don't know what to do I can't work.And that'll do what to do , where is everybody what you need them
I try to help out when I can. But right now, I need help and where is everybody? Nobody even asks, if we need anything, they don't care, nobody bothers me since my wife died, they just keep telling me to keep going. But I can't a few months ago I won a $500 scratch off ticket where we live at. I took my daughter in her little friend to the movie theater and dropped them off.And then I put some of that in my gas tank , and then I went down to the aldi's grocery store where we live and give each family 4 different families, a $100 to buy groceries with, because I didn't need it at the time, but a bunch of stuff come up. And now I'm having trouble and where's everybody at nobody's offering help. This always happens. I always help my wife and I and we never got anything in return. I really never wanted anything in return her. And I But now I'm struggling so bad, because I can't work where's everybody at nope all ran away soon as I say, I need help. They just too busy, or they don't care. I know how this world is now. It's not a great place to be. All I ask is for help and nobody's there.Shame on you folks
I was in the store the other day and a lady that I knew from my Neighborhood come up to me and said, why you still have your rings On it has been six months You should try to move on. You're young, I said, no, my wife, and I promised when we got married, we would be married forever all through eternity, my rings will never come off my hand I actually had to take my wife's wedding band. To the jeweler a couple weeks ago, because I fell in the kitchen and I smashed it into the door and bent it, it's a lifetime warranty, so they was able to fix it within a week, I got it back, it fits perfectly on my left pinky right next to mine. I actually had to put my old one back on because My newer one not fit, it keeps falling, because I lost all That weight I also have her in a cross with 2 ladybugs on it.Her Ashes are in it around my neck.I'm not losing my wife.I'm not ever forgetting her.Things aren't doing really well I miss. My beautiful wife so strong that this is destroying me.It's not getting any better
My wife died 6 months ago.Her and I are inseparable, she is 44 years old.I had several dreams her of her telling Me where there's stuff is that she wrote, if anything happened to her and where it would be, she told me about a note to read, I found it. It was under the dresser drawer taped on the back side of it and it tells me what exactly what she said in my dream, what she wants me to do. I'm really thinking about doing this.
6 months since my wife passed away, she was 44 years old. Died in my arms of a heart attack, very devastating. Here it don't seem to be getting any better. I've been going to counseling and everything, but I sort of stop doing that, because it's not working, I'm sorry that it's not helping. I wish it would get better, but it doesn't. I can't keep doing this I missed my beautiful wife. Her name was angel. I love her very much. We were everything together.She's my wife and my soulmate , very hard to keep going