u/Aware_Tackle4755

guy im seeing was facetiming me after we had a little misunderstanding over text. he facetimed me to help me feel better and it worked . he cheers me up so instantly. he promised he’d text me the next day but he didn’t . and now i feel shitty just like before. his facetime helped so much and now i’m back feeling so down.

i just keep imagining myself getting into some sort of tragedy so that he can care more about me . i know that he does care but it’s just shitty that he promised. i have been so upset since this happened and have been having really graphic thoughts about myself getting injured or sick . ugh