u/Aware_Supermarket_34

Jee 1 mein 85 aayi thi socha tha 97+ le aaunga accha college lelunga aayi 92 jisme ghanta kuch nhi milna kya farak reh gya ek 93%iler aur ek 60%iler mein milna toh dono ko nhi college.

Viteee diya ki kuch toh mile usme bhi 39.5k rank patani kya milega isme

Ab board ka socha tha ki acchi percentage banegi toh morale up hoga bitsat ke liye isme bhi just 87. So lowkey done with my life at this point. Broke tf down in front of my parents, I just couldn't control my tears never had I cried so bad in front of mom and dad never. In fact ever since I turned 11 or 12 I haven't cried in front of them

Mujhe pata hai ki Bitsat bhi nhi hona mera I'm just coping by giving mocks and batshit. Pata hai mujhe ki maine hagna hi hai asli exam mein jaake there's no doubt about it kuch nhi hona mera jaunga kisi tier 3 college ya at worst lelunga drop phir ghisunga kyunki 2 saal se wahi toh kar rha. Dekhunga sab dosto ko suceed hote hue life mein masti karte hue piche hi rahunga main

Patani kaunse paap kiye hai maine ki upar wala itni saza de rha

Feel pe karte kya main toh ussi pe karta kabhi sahi hota kabhi galat isiliye number nhi aa rhe aur mujhe woh identify wrong wala nhi ho paa rha for some reason jisme they give a sentence ussi mein a) sentence b) sentence like that

Like 3 ghante test + atleast 2 ghante toh lagte analysis mein ab apne flaws ko practice karne ka time kaise nikal lete ek toh mock ke baad drain alag ho jaata main. Mujhe toh alternate day mein bhi dikkat ho rhi study hours badh gye

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Stop goddamn masturbating man and gooning to these porn and stuff it fucks up with your brain, your confidence goes down you always think of yourself as the worse. You can't even make eye contact with girls let alone talking. Your brain gets rewired in a bad way. Brain fog is real

Stop coping by saying it's good for health and that prostate cancer bs

Prostate cancer argument is the worst it so rare in teens and 20s or even 30s in male like it happens only at later stages in life

I've genuinely been 30 days clean and the amount of confidence I find myself, the amount of clarity I have was never the case when I used to goon.

I realised this last night only when at a birthday party I was able to approach a girl, strike a convo with her and even get her number. I don't think I could've done this when I was once masturbating on a daily basis because you get this habit of sexualizing shit.

I have seen people in 20s-25s still struggling to quit because of the habit they made when they were 14,15,16. Quit it before it's too late