انا طول حياتي اكل اضافر يدي والجلد جربت كل شيء احط مناكير و هذيك الماده اللي مفروض ما تخليك تاكلها ،احط اضافر تركيب بعدين اشيلها بنفس اليوم لي ان وانا نايمه ما استحمل اكسسوارات او غيره بجسمي ، ابا اضافر طويلة و شكلها يكون احلى بس مو قادرة اوقف اني اكلهم ، وبعض الاحيان يكون مرا يعور بس مو قادره اوقف حتى في فترة كنت اخذ ادوية توتر بس برضو ما فاد
I don’t want it back i just want one of them she (M)was a great friend to me and Ive always looked up to her but i did her wrong in so many ways,
we are a group of girls back in high school me and J used to date so did M and H we all used to hang out together but then J broke up with me so I kept my distant so I wouldn’t make her uncomfortable M and H they couldn’t hang out with each other in school cuz people were talking about them
,so M was always with J and that fine they were bfs .M would always check on me and would say hi to me in the hallway but we weren’t close like before, so it was mostly me and H hanging out in school ,me and her had other friend group so not all the time
,H and M would always break up and go back together so they had their problems, when the big breakup finally happened I didn’t pick a side,I don’t remember what exactly happened but I think it was H fault, i was always checking on both of them,
M wanted me to tell her and to let her see H private account so she would know how she’s doing , but i refused cuz it’s wrong, me and H got in a little fight it wasn’t something big. and I told M that I’m going end the friendship cuz I was mad,but then H apologized to me,so we kept hanging out,
H started being close with someone M was jealous of in their relationship back then they were just friend nothing happened between them, then M asked me if I was still friends with H , and I said yes, and I asked her if everything was okay multiple time she said yes, then next day she’s said that she would never do this to me and it’s a shame I thought we were friends and friends don’t stay with someone who hurt their friends and then blocked me
ik H hurts her in so many ways but back then I didn’t have alot of friends and H was always there for me ,even though J hurt me by saying she wanted a break and it’s not a break up and to wait for her and after a month of me literally overthinking and felt like dying inside
She broke up with me,
ik H did M worst in so many ways ( it wasn’t cheating) idk i just got so sad when she blocked me ,
we had a mutual friend that i was to play games with, she would show me what M is saying about what happened in her X account I was venting to that friend and I might said some hurtful things about her and my friend would agree with me , and that friend would show me other drama that included me, like going to a party that she was invited to but she didn’t go cuz me and H were going,
anyways I had I fight with that one friend and then she told M I was talking bad about her, when I found out,I send to M that she was also talking about her,
it’s been 3 years but I want to be her friend again she was so cool in every way, and ik she probably hates me, but im a better person now, I didn’t grow up with friends until high school so I didn’t have much experience with friendships, but now i do , and have alot of friends and I feel like me and her if we met in a different time we would be really good friends, so help me here please I really feel like we meet to be friends what should I do?
Me and H stated friend for two years after it but it ended it now