u/Aware-Mud2561

Wondered if I was maybe bisexual because of the thoughts I kept getting that made me anxious and miserable (I think I have HOCD, never was attracted to a guy in real life, been around lots of naked guys in locker rooms and showers cuz I play sports my whole life and never even thought about looking at them or anything else) and decided to test it out by masturbating to a gay porno. I’ve always liked girls like crazy and been in several relationships, always saw myself in future with a woman. I didn’t get hard from watching it and it felt really bad not to say disgusting but I proceeded to masturbate and only got hard after wanking it a for bit, and proceeded to cum. So does this mean I indeed am bisexual since I can get hard after masturbating and cum to this?

Due to several months of getting attacked by thoughts that asked “what if you are a bisexual?”. I decided to test myself by watching gay pornography, keep in mind I was never attracted to a guy and see a lot of naked guys due to the fact that I am in sports my whole life, so in a lot of locker rooms. I’ve never even thought about looking at someone of them that way or anything else. I watched the video and couldn’t get hard, it was literally shrinking and going into a turtle position lol. I started wanking and only after that I got hard and ejaculated. Does this mean I am bisexual?