u/Awake_Dreamer_

I had a dream today that felt like it lasted for years. It all started while I was graffitiing a tour bus, and my friend who was there ended up covering it up with something else because he didn't like the one I had drawn, Then, as if it were a giant tablet, I could go back to my drawing, then someone started chasing me to my workplace while I floated sitting high above.

My workplace is a very small mall, and it's the only three-story one in my city; in fact, it's right on the beach. When I walked in, I noticed that all the stalls were leaving and closing. But inside...

Everything was so different. From the outside it was the same place, but inside it looked like a much bigger place, one I had already dreamed about. Lots of stairs and rooms, there was even a pool in the middle of everything.

Then there were people dressed in white as if they were going to a beach party, all in white trying to kill me so it wouldn't happen, but a friend (a different one XD) helped me and we killed them.

Then we came to the loot, which was food for what was to come. In my dream, years passed where we became an independent society, and I led a community dedicated to food.

And I dreamt other strange things. But that was the longest dream I had tonight; it was strange. It had been a while since I'd had such vivid dreams.

For some time now I have thought that all the dreams we experience are alternate dimensions or realities where we connect with the consciousness of our other self in some way.

And that's why we dream similar things, because we're actually visiting the same place. That's why dying in dreams feels so real, and the pain too, and the death of the other self is the time to awaken from the dream In real life, that's why I think MW is real and that it's simply in a A dimension that we have not been able to access because we do not have the technology to do so or to test it in any way.

I didn't know about MW before these last two weeks and it makes sense to me.

I dreamt about this place yesterday. But I was with a friend, on the road to Walmart. But again, I've never been to places like those mossy, mountainous Norwegian landscapes, you know what I mean?

It was a lonely road through all these mountains just to get to a Walmart with a shower hahaha and yes, I took a shower.

That's all I remember clearly; today it wasn't a lucid dream. But I know I was there because I only dream of snowy mountains when I dream of this place, and places that feel incomplete or merged.

These last two weeks I've been having panic attacks out of nowhere and today I had several, but shorter ones. It had been years since I'd had this happen because I'd been in treatment for many reasons.

I was on Clonazepam for 8 months for OCD and post-traumatic stress. It should be noted that I have AUDHD and was also diagnosed during that same period of time, about a year and a half, while going to therapy.

Do you think this is the effect of the Clonazepam finally leaving my body? I know it takes months to wear off, but I mean, I don't know what reason I'd have to be having panic attacks; my life is very calm now.

It could be due to OCD, but I'm not doing too badly with it either; I'll try to make a doctor's appointment as soon as possible.

Thank you for reading this, today was a long day. :) Kisses to all

My first lucid dream was used to fly, and I've done it several times, but when I have lucid dreams in this hotel or places like this hotel, I can't do anything other than observe. I stare at everything as if it were a day in my life; one of the last dreams I had like this was in a very cold, snowy place in a hotel/cabin where you can snowboard. The funny thing is that I've never been to a place like this and I've never practiced this, but it connects with the fact that the hotel I dream of visiting is on some cliff surrounded by snowy mountains. And I feel like it's close to that place because I've never been to a similar hotel or any place like that in real life, I don't even really leave my city 🫪