u/AvogadroPi

Hello,
I’m a Marwari jain girl who came to the US to study and explore the world and I am finally ready to get married. The issue is that according to the market, I don’t get any matches because I’m “too old”.
My family is primarily looking for me through their network but they don’t know people in the US as I don’t have much family here. I’m not sure what I should do next ?
I do have my non-negotiables and preferences well thought out but I don’t know where to begin looking.
Being from such a small community makes it really hard to think about my future and ideally I would want to be a part of the community but options seem grim. I do appreciate any questions or advice you have for me here !!

Hello everyone,
I have been in spiral for the last few months.
As a kid, I always knew there are good people and bad people.
I just assumed that the majority of people on earth and good and the ones that are bad( like stealing) , are bad because they are forced to( like poverty or lack of education).
I probably had the realization that some people that some people are truly evil only in my late teens.
Nevertheless, I thought it’s a very very small section of people who are bad.
I’m 29F, and over the last few months, I look at my life, my friends , my family and the world in general and I feel like I’ve escaped out of the matrix and somehow there is so much bad and evil in the world. It’s overwhelming. It feels like good people are very few and far in between and most people are bad.
I wish it was just 4am thoughts but I’m constantly thinking about it. So much so that I don’t want to date, don’t want to have kids anymore and in general everything seems pointless.
My world view is collapsing and I don’t know how to deal with it..