online harassment from ex
okay, I’m not good at summarising , but I wanna try so basically I met my now X through a video game we dated for about a year maybe a little more and majority of that was online and through this game, which obviously now I know stupid. it was horrible and the worst thing that I’ve ever been through in my life he did some heinous shit he was controlling manipulative a narcissist. He left me at a hotel on my 18th birthday to go back home and play video games and smoke weed. he accused me of cheated for watching some drama go down between my friend and a Discord owner in his discord she basically had a nude of him and wanted to post it and I wanted to see what went down because I didn’t like this person. He let a lot of people belittle me and his server was dog shit so I went onto the Discord when she posted the dick pic to see what people would say apparently I cheated doing that. because he thought I cheated he would say disgusting things like I bet you touched yourself to that dick. I bet you were looking at his veiny cock and this would be when I would accuse him of something that he did or how he was treating me, he would go hours without talking to me when I was upset just to play the video game he would embarrass me in front of my friends. There’s just a whole bunch of stuff that he did that I can’t put in this post . After we broke up, I removed him from everything I stopped playing the game. I removed everybody from that life. I worked on myself I got a job by really came up in the world after him and one day I decided to re-download the game and guess who I hear my ex from then on he invited me to an Xbox party. I really wish I could explain it in and out. I kind of started something with him or we kind of started it together. I ended up having phone sex with him two times and the first time I said I regretted it and I did it again and then the second time I really put my foot down and I was like no this is wrong after everything you’ve done to me I can’t be doing this. He seemed to have feelings for me. He told me I told him we’re just friends nothing more. I tried not to talk to him a lot but he would be like why are you ignoring me? And at this point I made friends with the people that you know I was playing with I know the months went on that I was playing all he would do was harass me belittle me say private stuff to people about how I touched myself how we had sex. He told something to somebody that was very very private and I don’t want anybody knowing he would just make me feel depressed to be honest and nobody would really say anything. it’s a lot worse than it sounds he would accuse me of talking to everybody even though they’re just my friends he would say to me that I’m going off to flick my bean anytime I would go AFK and I’d come back and he’d be like did you enjoy flicking your bean which would make me very uncomfortable because he’s my ex who treated me badly and I would just feel very horrible eventually other people started to catch on and I ended up pulling them up kind of and telling him like I don’t wanna deal with this anymore and we stopped playing with him there was only one person who stayed with him and that’s because he’s all too similar to my ex. it’s been about a month now more that I haven’t spoken to him he hasn’t spoken to me. I removed him off everything I haven’t played with him and I started playing the server that we met on because it’s a very popular server he wasn’t playing it when I started back and just recently he’s been on a couple times and one of these times he was going around telling people that I’m a slut and I’m a whore that fat and that I said that I lost weight but it’s every girl’s fat dream that I’ve talked to everybody and just wouldn’t keep my name out of his mouth and I ended up leaving the server. I’m going to play a different game and then he didn’t get on for a couple days and then he was on tonight and I changed my character so that he wouldn’t know who I was and I hear him in the background talking to somebody about how he wants to kill me in game and how he wish I was on so that he could kill me saying that I’ve apparently been talking to this one person which wasn’t true and a slow and stuff I got off and then I’m like to one of my friends can you tell me when he leaves please? I’m not long after to be honest he end up leaving too and that was the second time that he’s left after I’ve left as if he’s on there just to torment me and at this point it’s just outright harassment like he will not leave me alone like he he’s not talking to me personally like I mean messaging me and stuff but like in a game where I have friends and I’m Tryna you know get away from real life and I have him saying all of the stuff about me that’s not true and manipulating people into thinking bad things about me it’s not fair and I shouldn’t have to deal with it. I dealt with it for two months and I thought that I was finally free from it all and here is still talking about me still has my name in his mouth he’s just utterly obsessed and I tried getting him banned but it’s the type of server where you can just do what you want and I didn’t record anything or screenshot anything of what he did because I didn’t think that it was enough to do anything about but I’m getting tired of it that it’s really affecting my mental health and I wanna know what I’m supposed to do just outright honest truth