u/Available-Turnip-187

I have fucking benzos, naltrexone, and some other shit that I reckon is placebo

I drank 2L of wine this evening before passing the fuck out after taking benzos this morning and am now drinking a listerine and coke mix because the liquor shop doesn’t open for 5 hours

Fellas, there is no saving my arse. im gonna wash down a fuckton of thiamine tablets with this absolute degenerate drink (do not fucking drink listerine im just a dumb motherfucker)

An aod specialist is supposed to contact me soon. but I think i cannot live with the feeling of being sober

Chairs

Kent let me be a sap right now

I am going to get proper treatment tomorrow. I have told all of my family for accountability

But I love you all. I love recognising all of your names, all of your unique bullshit, all of the insanity

I am counting on all of us, whether we recover or if we devolve into degeneracy

This sub is such a stupid little family of degenerates and I love you all. Mwah

I will not shit myself before tomorrow, you beautiful and strong fuckers

And probably will again. I am currently getting enough booze into my system to survive a family dinner with my visiting father who is a former alcoholic. He knows I am, man obviously sees the signs. He says told me that alcohol will not fix my problems which is correct I am well aware but ironic from someone who was drunk everytime I saw him my entire childhood. Still love the man though, he has a good heart. His dad died from alcoholism and it probably kills him to see me speedrunning this path. Alcoholism doesn’t run in my family, it sprints, as I told a hospital nurse only last week. Chairs fuckers, I got space aids