u/AtmosphereOrganic103

Hi, im 17 and live in a kinda small town where the only store is Walmart. Where i live the weather can be very bipolar, because of that on a cold or very windy day there is not much to do but just stay at home. I like being at home im not going to deny that but it eats me alive. I have firends, gf, family, but they dont talk to me really. My gf is on vacation in a town over but with my schedule i cant go there to see her. My friends have work and also gf but they hangout with them every day so theres not much room to hangout really. I dont like hangout with my family because the way they think vs me are completely different so its hard to have a fun time with them. I have games but no one to play with. With my work schedule no one is free when i am and vice versa. Im a social person now that im growing up and opportunities are coming with stuff to do but no one has time. I check my phone for a text or call but none come up. It also makes me feel useless with all of this potential to being helpful and fun. Life is so much surrounded by money that you cant do anything if you dont have the money, ive been looking for a new job but nothing. Its about to be summer and i want to go out and have fun but as it comes closer that dream slowly fades away. I hope someone can relate.