How did you overcome your fear of losing your V?
I, 25M, bottom (throwaway account) have just recently come out of the closet and I have this dreadful fear of taking the first leap for some reason. I don't have any experience with guys, so it feels a bit embarrassing, but I know eventually I will have to just say f it. It's not a looks thing & I'm not like one of those "i hate hookup culture" gays or anything, I just came out kinda late so I'm just now getting into the scene. I've never even kissed a guy (embarrassing I know) It's not something that keeps me up at night because getting a hookup nowadays is just a tap away, but it's something I'd like to do before the age of 26. I just don't really know how to say "fuck it" and do it. I keep thinking about like "what if I paint" or what if I'm bad at it which I mean obviously I probably will be. Plus this will be with a stranger, which is fine, but it's not like im 16 and innocently learning everything. I so wish I was able to be gay when I was around that age. I had the opportunity to meet with this DL guy last year on vacation (I wasn't fully out) but I chickened out. He was so fine tho.. ugh. Nevertheless, I am here a year later and still afraid. I also don't have that much experience with toys, but I'm going to start using one that I purchased. I'm also going to the gym and changing my diet, it wasnt really bad to begin with; but I'm prioritizing whole foods and fiber now. my daily intake on this diet will be about 20-21g. I'm also a 6ft bottom which also lowkey makes me fell odd sometimes but not that much really, that's just something childish that I have to get over. I do like being 6ft tho. I'm so... anyways, thank you for reading this far if you have.
TLDR: How did you overcome your fear before your first time.