
Trying to go white!
Where do I go from here? I bleached with a 35 (artic fox Please, Bleach) and toned with Ion Icy White, should I follow up with a 10 or 20 bleach? I also used purple shampoo and allowed it to chill for about 10 minutes

Where do I go from here? I bleached with a 35 (artic fox Please, Bleach) and toned with Ion Icy White, should I follow up with a 10 or 20 bleach? I also used purple shampoo and allowed it to chill for about 10 minutes
Im at 200mg (4 pills, dosed at 50 each, 100 at the beginning of the day and 100 at 8 hours) while I wait for Busprione Hcl 10mg (2 pills, dosed at 5 each, 5 at the beginning and 5 at the end) to work and this feels AMAZING. I want this to be the thing that I continuously take and be on. Im scared that the Busprione won't work as good and Ill be stuck feeling like I always felt. Shitty, tired, and much less happy. Anyone else feel this way on hydroxyzine?
I took a whole everything shower! I havent done that in so long, conditioned my hair, used a sugar scrub, lotioned all up, and felt GOOD doing it! Im more grounded, I can see color and hear nature better again! Hopefully busprione will continue this feeling, I want to forget what anxiety ever felt like.