u/Asukablossom

I feel lost, but at the same time I know exactly how I feel. Yesterday was the last day of high school. I felt numb, I still feel numb today. Except I don't. I am just stuck, I want the world to pass me by while I disassociate. I am writing this as I wait to load the bus for my last regular season track meet and can feel myself shaking. People asking me questions is annoying me. I know I am anxious, but not in a way I have ever been before. I need advice but I am not sure about what. I know nobody can tell me how I am feeling, but why am I feeling this way?