u/Astroracer_

Every time my family taunts me, they think it's funny but it's only building up on me, they all gang up and say shits to me of what I do what I don't do thry always have something to complaint about, it dosent stop here I'm about to become an adult in a year and I'm a female yet my father beats me and curses in public, im a high scoring student with no friends, i only wanted to go to a good high school but these people have the cover of "your health isn't well" and forced me to study in goverment school where the teachers don't even come to teach, I try and try yet I'm always the bad daughter they want me de*d so that atleast I'll not interfere their different affairs and they wont be guilty anymore, my mother has her own family and friends and affairs where she can express her feelings and take help, my father too, except for me who's left with nothing but a phone my uncle gifted, these ppl take away my phone too saying they are my parents and they have the right to do so. I don't have the will to live, nor the will to d*e. I want to get out of this hell so that I can be independent. While I was doing hackathon recently these people accused me of dating and going to see someone else even though my father is the one who takes me to places. I'm tierd I'm really tierd I feel suppressed I can't do anything freely, my art my love for making science projects and coding nothing I can do.. its been q while since I cried out loud. Hopefully I could cry again but infront of a person who cares about me.