Rant.
I love my kids. But parenting sucks. I hate disciplining and am not good at it. Why people say babies are hard makes no sense to me. Under 3 years is just a glorious time. 4-7 so far has been awful. I cry most days from frustration. My kids completely ignore us. When they finally respond, it’s a scream “WHAT!” They’re rude and disrespectful. I feel like I’m failing. We’ve probably been too lenient and nice their whole lives and now they run over us. I try to pump myself up for good mornings and evenings (I work full time) and always am let down. It’s constant fights and time outs. I’m trying to not let them see how much I dislike my life right now because of them. I’m also aware, this is all my fault.