u/Asleep-Bug518

I've recently been thinking way too heavily about these people, even after 3 years, mostly thinking about the good times I spent with them. Ever since I got kicked out I always reminisced the things we did together, I have a great friend group now but it always felt like a piece of me was missing after. This really sucks because they were very racist towards me and also ableist, which makes me feel worse about missing them at all. Does anyone else deal with this?