Idk what to do bettwen getting better, stop talking with creeps and FINALLY have normal relationship or ruin myself by only talking with older men, i'm totale crazy but rn i only wanna talk with offert ppl
I miss the attention, even tho it was fake, at least had someone to learn on when life was too much.
why did he have to block me ? i miss him everyday and now i feel like my life has no meaning whithout this kind of attention. i knew this would last much longer, but he's an asshole for saying that he wanna marry me then disappear. i thought it was 'true' attention, and not just pure grooming or just lovebombing, i dont understand why everyone in my life (not just my groomers) sans that they love me than leave me with my own struggles. i fucking hate him but i love him.