I lost all the weight and it still isnt enough
I have new insecurities and my mental health is in the gutter me worse than before I lost weight.
Losing weight attracted so much attention and I guess I was reciprocative to the sexual attention I was getting since I was invisible to everyone and everything.
I just want to be invisible because the reason why I lost weight in the first place was to deter sexual attention because I carry so much of my weight around my lower body.
I hate that I will never be happy with myself, no matter how hard I try. I never feel good enough. sometimes I feel like me not being here would be easier because I am constantly on edge. I don’t like being in my own body