AIO for cutting off a friendship because I don't feel like im good enough?
So I literally last night texted one of my best friends , "I dont think we should be friends anymore , sorry " because I don't want to be around anyone right now. We have been friends for 4 years and also my mom hates this person, because they aren't the same skin tone as me, and says i need to get friends of the same race.
We were planning to go to a anime convention together in the fall and meeting up/ hanging out until yesterday. I feel like im holding them back because they get to drive wherever they want and do all these cool things but im stuck at home.
They always have offered to drive me around, but we live in different states, so I would have to fly out there. They were going to do the 2 day drive it takes to come to the convention in the fall. But I dont know now, they haven't responded since .
Am I overreacting?