u/Arrsenale

I'm currently in a living space (rehabilitative community) where we can't use anything that can break and eventually used to hurt others/themselves but I am worried if there would be a problem for reading tea leaves, like maybe not adhering to the cup enough or vice versa.

I'm honestly not even sure if there *are* plastic sets (that aren't for kids). What other non dangerous materials could I look for?

Since discovering the enneagram I've been sure of my main type as I have always been terrified and had quite literally told myself when feeling low that I am useless and have always hoarded knowledge aneough to have a migraine.

For a while I was pretty confident that I was a 5w4, however now I am not so sure due to recent events.

On one hand I feel utterly different from others on a deep level in a way that only those open minded enough to weirdos or similar minorities would understand, and I've always been a bit of a "hipster" and absolutely love getting reactions of surprise and shock at things such as my musical tastes. However I am deeply afraid of being abandoned, not having anyone to stay by my side and to want to *both* understand and accept me as I am. What is making me confused the most is this deep sensation of abandoment, while also wanting to stay true to myself.

While I'm at it I've often theorised I am a 549 however that can easily change if I may be a w6.