u/Aromatic-Swim-5513

It's truly stupid how I got to this state before reaching adulthood. To cut a long story short, like every modern man, I have premature ejaculation due to excessive pornography use. My average masturbation session went from lasting 6 or 7 minutes to less than 1 minute, and this was without any videos or stimulants. I haven't had sex (which may or may not confirm what I'm saying, but after realizing what I've become, sex has simply become an extreme fear, unlike other things). The thing is, these last few days I've been reading posts in this subforum, and there are really many things I don't understand. What are Kegel exercises? What is the pelvic floor? What are RDL squats or glute bridges? There are other terms too, but I don't want to go into too much detail. Personally, I've stopped believing that this problem has any solution, and it's something I'll live with for the rest of my life. And well, 10 years takes its toll. How can something so rotten destroy your life, right?

I used to be a mobile gamer, but I quit for a few months and then came back, this time playing on PC. And wow, the movement and weapon rotation are really complicated; they're very awkward, especially when you want to run or move away. I have to press Shift several times just to start running, and don't even get me started on sliding—it's quite difficult to execute. I've always believed that mobile controls are better than PC controls, and I still stand by that. The only advantage I can give them is improved aim (which is obvious). I'm going to give the PC controls more time to see if anything changes.