Since i discovered self improvement two or three years ago, life has gotten better in terms of health, i’ve improved my physique…And i usually dont reach out to ask for advice, but i think this would be the a great opportunity to know your opinion on the topic.
Im not trying to sound like a victim of anything, but i feel that i got no purpose in life more other than just existing. It’s as if even tho i have all this ambitions and projects of life, like improving my physique, become digital nomad with a buisness, try to relate to people more, be kinder, be humble, and also have all this passions like cars, bikes, aviation, bodybuilding, nature… It feels like, nothing will ever fulfill me.
And dont get me wrong, self improvement has gotten me to a point where i couldn’t be better rn, and i appreciate to my younger self for doing what it was suposed to, and predicating to my present self what i have to do.
However, even after thinking about it, it feels like, theres something missing. I’ve been trying to figure out my life purpose, yet i still belive that comes through the path of life. I also belive, that a bike or a car wont make me happier, money wont make me happier, a trip will probably wont make me happier, they will just be fun and life memories that will dictate myself. Its like, even after taking some time to reflect how i want to spend my life, how i want to continue, to pursue my dreams, to become an entrepreneur, to get leaner and more muscular, to live experienced… all those things, even after taking time to try to understand myself, its like, i cant or will ever feel proud of me actually. Not proud in terms of doing the things, but rather on forgiving myself of a regret that doesnt even exist? Is as confusing as me as to the person that reads this.
If anyone has some advice on me to try and find a meaning to life, id be grateful if you share it with me, because this shame abd regret i have for things that dont exist is genuinely concerning me.