u/AriNotGrandeee

Hi everyone. Has anyone noticed a surge of depression around 9 months postpartum with their 2nd? I didn’t even have enough time to process my first pregnancy fully before getting pregnant again, so a lot of this feels new. My oldest is about to be 2 and I suddenly feel absolutely horrible despite changing/increasing doses of my medication 😔 can anyone relate? Can someone tell me it’ll get better soon 😭

I (30f) am 8 months postpartum and FAR too fertile to be entertaining the thoughts I’ve been having and I’m on the lowest dose 😭 I like it and know my partner does too, but I feel a bit of shame because my fantasies have transferred to other people in my life. I wouldn’t act on them but I feel like some kind of pervert sometimes 😔 I’ve fantasized about coworkers and people I used to have sex with before meeting my partner and having kids. Is this normal and am I a terrible person?