u/Arched_Feet3322

Found out I’m pregnant again for the 4th time.. no living children. Very hard to get excited and think positively. I have my appointment tomorrow and am just expecting not great news. Everyone around me is telling me to be positive and speak life over this pregnancy which I agree to but I also just feel like… my gut is telling me what to expect. I don’t even know what a healthy pregnancy feels like so even how I’m feeling pregnancy wise feels off. Idk. I just needed to write it out lol. At the same time I’m just thinking to myself, there is no way I’ll miscarry for a 4th time… I’m sure you all can relate. Idk. Am I wrong for feeling this way? Ugh

So I was diagnosed with stage 3 in 2023, got my excision. Had an endometrioma on my ovary and endometriosis on my other. Managed to get pregnant twice after and both ended in loss. Well, I just found out I’m pregnant again and kind of expecting anything at this point. Just wondering if anyone else has a similar situation?… could my pregnancies have ended in losses due to the endo on my ovaries causing poor egg quality?

So I’ve been trading for about a year now and I’m finally seeing progress and have my strategy down and my psychology is even sharpening up, but I want to advance my knowledge on what moves the market. I don’t want to just be some trader that has a strategy and reads candles. I want to actually know about what’s going on behind the scenes if that makes sense? I see people talking about when indexes are reporting and the rates for bonds and such, as I’m sure that all ties into the charts.. Can anyone lead me in the right direction? Thanks