I am a bisexual woman. I have dated both men and women. It seems that each time I date men specifically, in every relationship with them, those men will do something astronomically terrible to break my trust (cheat, abuse, lie, etc.) and it has trickled into resentment for men in general. I cannot leave the man due to my own codependency and end up staying in the relationship longer than necessary and end up wasting my time. I know this is not good, but it is the truth and yes, I am working on the shadow work with this.
On the other hand, I have dated women, I do not have those issues. This does not happen with my relationship with women where my female partner breaks trust tremendously and I am left to get over it. I ONLY have these issues with men I date specifically.
I guess I want to know why do my romantic run-ins with men always include cheating, abuse, lies, etc. whilst not with women? Can something like this reflect itself in a birth chart?
NOTE: I am not saying all women are perfect and do not cheat, lie, abuse, etc. I am saying that I have dated both sexes and only have issues with men specifically. I am trying to figure out what lessons or opportunities for soul growth are behind this. Because I have started to resent men because of this and am always craving the love of a woman, even when I am in a relationship with a man.