Should I just end everything?
For a long time I have felt that I want to kill myself, why? Well I have had a difficult childhood, been abused by my father, have lived in two foster homes and 5 hvb homes. My life has not been so easy, moved away from my mother when I was 5 years old, and that was the first foster home, but my brother and I were always abused there, they beat, kicked and sprayed ice cold water on us. When I was 9 years old I moved to another foster home, the same thing was abused, the father in the home threatened me. When I was 14 I moved to a hvb. I thought it would get better but no, I was also beaten there. And I am bullied at school every single day. Now I am 17 years old, every day I think should I just end all the suffering? What is the meaning of life?