I don’t think I like my husband
I’m starting to realize that I don’t think I like my husband. He’s hurt me too many times. I never asked for muchI don’t ask him for money or help with bills. If anything, I’ve been the one supporting him during his struggles.
But he has failed me too many times when I asked for something simple protection from his family. He always had a hard time doing that. I still married him because he told me he would change, but he never did.
Now that I’m postpartum, everything has gotten worse. He saw me pregnant for 9 months. He saw me barely able to walk after a severe tear. He saw me struggling, yet still giving our child my all, breastfeeding through heavy stress. He sees everything, yet he still treats me terribly.
He couldn’t do the most basic thing I asked for protect me and not let his family cause me stress. Instead, he’s too busy protecting them.
We don’t hug or show affection anymore because, more and more, I feel like he doesn’t like me. And that makes me feel like I don’t like him either. Even though he claims he loves me and says the problem is one sided that I’m the only one who has an issue with him that’s not true. I have a problem with how he treats me. I don’t like the way he treats me, and I don’t like the things he does.