u/AppropriateEarth3787

So I've attempted to quit 2 times now, with the second time being absolute hell. I've been on 7 for 9 months and at a dose of 500mg daily for 4 months now. I thought I was going to die the last time around (heart hurting, vomiting non stop, bowel problems, headaches, the whole 9 yards) so I ended up relapsing when my lost package arrived and upping my dose to around 500mg a day. I want to quit for good this time around, I have (28) 80mg tabs left along with 3 subs, lipo C, magnesium, and Wellbutrin. My goal is to make this easier than last time, I am afraid to go to the hospital as I use the VA and don't want them knowing I have an opioid addiction. I cannot get anymore subs, gaba, or anything like that.. what I have is what I can use. I am trying to get off kratom all together so I don't want to get back on that but if y'all think that's the best route, I'd rather do that and deal with those W/D than be on 7. Any help would be much appreciated. Thank you.