I feel like I have multiple "me" who all want something different.
I want to be clear. I don’t have DID. I don’t have different names or personalities in that sense. But it’s like depending on the time of day and everything I often, OFTEN want two different incompatible things at once. I’ll be thinking to myself how much of a failure I am at THE SAME TIME as thinking im better than everyone else. I don’t even know how to explain it because it feels just as weird as it sounds. Like sometimes im going through about 6 different emotions in a second. And I feel like such a phony because maybe it’s JUST emotions. Since nowhere online explains this but I just- I sometimes feel like punching a wall while im laughing my ass off about the same joke that made me angry.