u/Appropriate-Fee6447

This sounds so stupid but… I am in a fairly new relationship. He has seen my scars and I said oh it’s been years… I didn’t think we’d get this far so I didn’t think much of the fib. Now, we’re in a relationship and honestly the last time was in December. I have such bad urges and I don’t think I can without him seeing because we bathe together almost everyday. I don’t know what to do I just feel the need to so bad and the feeling isn’t going to go away until I act on an urge. I have never talked about this with anyone. Well to be extent that I have harmed myself for years. Since I was a child and now I’m 25..I really feel like it is an addiction. I need advice